ramblings of a stripping mind.. pt. xi

Posted: November 15, 2006 in Uncategorized

true said:

exaaaaactly

dev said:

lol

dev said:

http://devangelogos.spaces.live.com

 

true says:

who is sakina?

true says:

dev says:

peace of spirit..

true says:

etla3 men dool ya hima

dev says:

ezzayak yars

true says:

er ool mein sakina?

dev says:

mafeesh ezzayak 7ata wana bamoot..

true says:

tak,,,,whats wrong?

dev says:

bas ya walad..

dev says:

akhbarak eh

dev says:

on a roller coaster

true says:

tamam…what about you…how r things

dev says:

i told u i moved to G city

dev says:

left the paper magazine

dev says:

working with ego and community times

dev says:

getting shafted trying to make ends meet

dev says:

oh and im managing a local band

dev says:

vybe

dev says:

AAAAaAAAAAAAAAAArgh

dev says:

trial is on the 28th

true says:

why did u leave the paper mag?

dev says:

asshole ..took me for a ride kan intending to shut it b4 he hired me..

dev says:

totally unethical

true says:

why don’t u start ure own

dev says:

cash.. im busting my ass.. trying to pay bills and keep alive..

dev says:

still non-establishment.. bas i never go to nasr city coz im so busy..

dev says:

and because i dont want them to see how this trial thing is affecting me..

true says:

where do u live?

dev says:

garden city.. right next to the brit embassy

true says:

thats expensive

true says:

?

dev says:

yep

true says:

why don u go somewhere cheaper

dev says:

im in this till jan..

dev says:

then my flatmates leave.. back 2 norway then if i dont have new flatmates i’ll have to find another place..

true says:

good luck dude

dev says:

cheers

true says:

so …who is this sakina?

dev says:

alsakina

true says:

how do u get there?>

dev says:

by keeping still in all this madness i guess..

dev says:

how do you think u’ll find it

true says:

death

dev says:

yesterday i interviewed a really spectacular woman an ex aucian by the name of mona el tahawi..

true says:

ok

dev says:

man.. i think the whole reason for our being here is to try and purify ourselves from all the complexities and evils of the self to attain it here.. by existing on a level that truly is free..

true says:

thats what indians say

true says:

iranians too

dev says:

i once had a moment of lucidity inside.. i was fenced in in my bward..

true says:

doesnt make much sense though

dev says:

and a cat was standing outside sort of taunting me in a playful way..

true says:

ok

dev says:

teasing me saying like ure locked up..

dev says:

but she was fenced in side a bigger wall..

dev says:

so that got me wondering..

true says:

umm..and

dev says:

when can i truly be free.. and not chain myself in vain..like our cat had clearly demonstrated..

true says:

when u die

dev says:

its a constant struggle on a day to day basis not when u die..

true says:

u r an expensive machine…that kind of thinking is implanted in you to keep you from sopping to be productive

dev says:

perhaps.. maybe i’ll wake up in ten years time and feel different about things.. but that would be another point in my evolution.. with its own lessons.. but ultimately i shall always uphold love for all creation..

true says:

that doesnt answer ure q

dev says:

which q is that ya mr

dev says:

true says:

what does mona tahawi have to do with all this

dev says:

grve is in the heaaaaaart…

dev says:

its like everything weve lived.. first it was the performers, then records, then radio, then cartridge tapes, then tapes, cd, dat…dvd..

dev says:

sorry example.. but evolution nonetheless

dev says:

each with its plusses and minus..

dev says:

and at a point it is necessary to evolve..

dev says:

to transcend the previous

true says:

so u thinks we will evolve?

dev says:

we are all the time..

true says:

a different species

dev says:

but one can try to be more conscious of it..

true says:

is it us as a totality or individually

dev says:

dunno ehat geneticv reprecussions are

dev says:

individually causing a ripple in common consciousness..

dev says:

we all do it..

dev says:

its what we try and bring to the world..

dev says:

should we become a giant nation of fear riddled quasi humans

true says:

my friend…u are doing mental experiments without any cheking mechanisms on ure hypotheses

dev says:

i asked last interviewee what fuels her..

dev says:

know what she said..

true says:

?

dev says:

the bearded man from pakistan on the news always burning something and shouting something..

dev says:

that 10 seconds of sexy news media footage..

dev says:

that one cannot compete with by trying to explain who we are..

dev says:

and how this image is imposed on all muslims, arabs, m easterns..etc..

dev says:

its speaking up for urself..

dev says:

saying i will not be falsely represented by people who have no idea who i am

dev says:

and u really can t compete with those 10 seconds of footage..

dev says:

the angry bearded man from pakistan..

dev says:

will always win..

dev says:

coz we need more than 10 seconds to explain who we are..

true says:

interesting..

dev says:

man can i ask for a favor

true says:

sure

dev says:

can i post this conversation in myblog..

true says:

if u don mention who true is,,,i don mind

dev says:

ishta

true says:

whats ure blog?

dev says:

devangelogos.spaces.live.com

dev says:

http://devangelogos.spaces.live.com

dev says:

had sent u an invite..

true says:

..i remember

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